From Too Much To Give, to Tattered Ruins

Relationships.

Relationships. This Lyme thing is killing mine. Or at least while the antibiotics kill the bacteria, the subsequent toxins kill my ability to remember who I am in my relationships, how to behave in them, and judge what to do about them.

My frequent internal mantra lately is "I'm not meant to be in a relationship right now."

Look out: that means You ex-husband, girlfriend, boyfriend, mom & dad, children, security officer at work, Dunkin Donuts' order taker, stupid bird chirping this morning...

My personal life feels like it's going to become like the ancient roman ruins. (...at least the birds will still visit...)

What to do?! I'd ask for your suggestions, but undoubtedly, that could get ugly. ...Don't say I didn't warn ya.